Am I Ready?

Am I ready to come back to the place I have been longing for?
Am I ready to return to the place of my comfort?
Am I ready to go back where I used to be?
Am I ready?

Simple you may say, but the truth is, it's not that easy.

Think first of the pros and cons of the decisions you make.
Consider the opportunity cost a specific action may lead to.
Contemplate on the end results of it for both short term and long term events.

But at the end of the day, still, one and only thing really matters, "Will you forever be happy and 100% be fully contented?"

I Just Wished...

Sometimes I wished I was silent.
Silent to not make any mistakes.
Silent to not get overwhelmed and not spoil the placidity of the moment.

Sometimes I wished I didn't had that so much humor.
Humor to not be marked as boisterous.
Humor to not create the wrong impression that I'm over reacting.

But I always wished that I am both all the time.

All the time to express who I really am.
All the time to establish the perfect momentum.
All the time to not ruin expectations and assumptions.
All the time to be so much me and be very happy.

I just wished...