"INSANITY"

What do we really point out when we speak of the word: "insanity"? Should we abruptly stereotype it with lunatic individuals who lost their control over the composure of their minds or even totally lost their ability to think on their own?

 The word insanity does not lie on that old known wisdom alone, it can be of different understanding it intended to be. One is insane for the lack of nobility to overcome trials that challenge a person. Insane for remorse for the things that we failed to try that can make us better as a human. Insane for bringing the memory of the past that should not be brought back which only opens up and even aggravate the wounds of the old times. And insane for looking too stupid for devoting yourself to a person for the sake of love which the other party does not appreciate and does not return back.

Insanity can be cured, hard but plausible especially on the last part enumerated.

It can be healed through deep excavation of your totality, drilling the innermost part of yourself  which has been seriously infected and pulling it out through the use of a medium. A medium which can take form of a person that is always there for you when you need help, of a thing that is always visible when other things seem to become unclear, and even of a a place that doesn't change it's greatfullness whether you leave or not and whether you swear at it or praise it.

A medium which becomes your outlet. Outlet to vent your anger, to express your disappointment, to utter grievances, and to absorb all the failures and heartaches that you feel and return a placid and endless feeling of safeness, happiness, and a complete appreciation of life's goodness...

Accept and Move On...

I really hate it when people say that the best escape from problems is by drinking a bottle or a glass of beer(wine, brandy ,tequila, etc.), because it makes you numb and it creates a world that you want, where you don't feel and remember anything from the real world where you want to escape from.

Some people are reluctant or even totally have a strong defiance from doing it, nobody can blame them, but once you've come to be in a situation where you really want to escape and be absolutely gone from reality, i bet you will retract from your aloofness of doing it.

It's hard to explain, but getting drunk makes you stronger! Stronger to fight and  stand from your weaknesses, makes it easily for you to accept your faults, and makes you realize that what had happened cannot be returned and cannot be rewrite to the way you want it to be, that the right and best thing to do is to have a total acceptance, and a clear and calm heart and mind for you to prepare to the journey to the path of moving on...

Assumptions...

It's hard to tell whether you know it or not, it's hard to assume whether they feel it or not, thus, it is also hard to tell whether you will be disappointed or not, get hurt or not, and be stupid or not. Is it really hard?, or you are just the one who's making it hard?

People easily trust, easily give in, and easily fall, and eventually easily get fooled! Maybe its time to be mature, its time to learn, and its time to be wise. Maybe some people are right when they say that you must listen to your brain and not with your heart, cause life can be deceiving, where we need to be cautious, ready, and open-minded with every trials, heartaches, and failures that may come across us.

Just be yourself, but don't forget that you have to be a critical, an observant, and most importantly, the hero of yourself. A hero to save you from wrong decisions, from premature presumptions, and from uncontrollable feeling of insane sense of admiration...

I Could Not Ask For More

Sometimes things don't go the way we want then to happen, well, that's the truth about life, that we can't have all the joys in this world, but what is important to know and learn about this, is that maybe, we can't have the best things, so in order to fill the lost or the joys that we weren't able to celebrate, we must make the best out of what we have and fully make it memorable and exciting.

There is this maxim that goes: "big things come in small packages", we always relate it to people, but it can also be best represent the blessings that we receive, where what we see by the eye may not be what it really is, that it could mean more than what we expected it to be.

We always have this feeling of discontentment and a feeling of disappointment. A feeling of discontentment for the things that we have, and a feeling of disappointment for the things that we didn't have. But if we only look at, on a more broader scope and not only on a myopic view, trust me, you will be more thankful just for what you have by now.

We always see beggars and street children, who are like nomads in the desert, no shelter to sleep in on a cold rainy evening, no normal dress to protect them from shame of being naked, and no food to give them the energy that they need to continue on with their lives. So just by seeing them, we can already say to ourselves that we are lucky to have such than to have none, that we should be proud and embrace what we have and relish all the goodness that we receive in our everyday living...

Reality Or Fantasy?

When will be the time that we should wake up from a dream?

When we dream, we forget about everything. We only feel and see the happiness and gratefulness that we want, we become bias, where we want to be in control of everything that is happening around us, where we only want to see perfection.

But what if, what happens is the other way around? Where what we see doesn't pleases us, where what we see is just pure imperfection and disappointment, where we become strangers of our own, where we should be the one who must fit in the situation. Is it not just right to pinch ourselves and return to reality?

Pinch yourself! Pinch to stop the long suffering that you feel. Pinch to save what you still have. Pinch to stop the time and effort that is being wasted. And pinch to realize that you still have a real world!

A real world where there are others who openly and wholeheartedly cares for us. Where someone and something better or even best awaits us. Where we could find the real world where we really belong. A real world without discrimination, without unrealistic expectation, without unfair condition, and a real world without pretension or dignity diminution...

WHEN?

     When will you know if its really what you expect it is?, Or funny may it seems but when will you able to say to yourself that this is it? Could it be the ease of what you feel when your close to it?, Or could it be the compatibility that you see when your near to it?


     We do come to a point where we need to choose between two way paths, one say's go, and the other say's let go, both comes with corresponding pros and cons. What if I choose to go?, will i be not left alone in the journey all along?, will i see a smile after the long travel i'll never know?. But what if i choose to let go?, will i be more mature and learn to give up when the timer reach zero?, will i be a coward or courageous to accept the result which i still don't know?

     Perhaps the best things to remember in finding the answer are, first, Is it worthy to spend my entire life and time? Am I being true to myself or just creating a mind-boggling false expectation? And lastly, will it make me:

Who as a person.
Where as future state of destination.
How as a perfect solution to the never ending question.
And Why as a cause in guiding to the optimum fulfillment and self-satisfaction...

Too Much Whining!

Question: why do people always whines about almost everything? What would be the reason behind this? Or is there really a logical explanation surrounding it?

     In my 23 years of existence, I have never seen a person as too whiny as this freak! Well, forget about the name or the personality of this creature as it is not worthy to give some specifics about this homo sapien. I understand that behind every grievances encompasses or are brought about by serious or tragic events, but how would you categorize too much whining over a simple, yet not be considered to be clamoring about?

Some people tend to look at things as complicated as they should not be, or are they just pretending to be such, just to get away with what they think of as a catastrophic reality. We want to live for contentment, we want to live for satisfaction, and by saying so, we should also live with the the pros and cons of this action.

We should realize that we don't live just for ourselves, that it takes a lot of patience, hard work, and self-giving in order to take place the outcome that we wanted to achieve. That everything that we want to have or where we want to be, should possess these three elements for it to be sturdy and for us to say that, "hey i work hard for it and I'm so very very proud of it!"

Tomorrow Is Another Day!

    Why is it that whenever we lose someone where clinging more on the negative side of it(some are even on the at most pessimism of the situation)? But let's be clear first on these, I'm talking about someone leaving a person behind.

    We are sour-graping, pretending that it's not our fault and it's their lost anyway, but haven't we realize that we are becoming monsters of our own selves?, we always clamor that we don't want it to happen and fool is the person for giving up on you. Enough said about the dark side of it...

    Can't we open our mind and not be covered be our ever egoistic heart?, Certainly there is more to it than you think of it. Losing someone not necessarily makes you half of a person, as for my own realization and perspective, it even makes a you a more complete individual...

    When losing someone, we FAIL. We FAIL for not being the best of who we should be. We FAIL to be not the one that the person is expecting us to be. We FAIL for not being able to fulfill the missing piece of that person's life. But come to think of it, do we really failed? Isn't it a success on one of the core pillars of our life, which is GROWING UP?

GROWING UP

     We grow up for we realize certain facts of life. The fact that we can't always have what we wanted. That we are only allowed to have one decision and making that decision can make or break the whole situation. That our acts can be critical and being more cautious doesn't always end you up in a perfect state.

    Learn to accept the reality of what is happening. Embrace it as if you we're in the time when you are embracing your Parents when you still can't stand on your own feet . Listen to it as if your listening to the words that are coming from your surroundings while you are just preparing to talk as an infant. Give a big smile to it as if you are just in the time where you are just starting to socialize yourself with people that you meet in your journey along childhood to teenage years. And Create a more better future in your life as if you where at the time that you want to make your goals in school, that is, being best among others and being cream of the crop...

Rugga Muffin LHEY!

People always think saying things in jest doesn't necessarily hurt the feeling of those being told of. But is it really what they feel?, or we are only just making the worst false assumption of them. Maybe we often see them smile and feel that they don't withstand what are being said to them, though in fact, deep within, we failed to see and feel that it is mockery of who they really are.

Fools!

Fools are those who expect and received nothing in return!,
Fools are those who hope in false promises when there's none to hang on to!
Fools are those who believed in perfect fantasy, when in fact, it is a dreadful reality!!!

Is it me or Is just U?

What could be the reason why you're still in a despicable and deserted moment in your life?, could it be your attitude of creating smiles on people?, where others don't seem to agree?, Or could it be your way of living where others don't understand what you praise at and make grace for?, Or could it be just you, the way you are and the way you do???

HOW?

How will you escape from something that is not what you want to escape from?,
How Will you survive in a situation where there is no point in surviving?,
And how will you cope up with the way things are going when your stuck up in a moment of infinite cruel state of imaganition?

How???

Stupidity!

Stupid!, Stupid!, Stupid!

When will you learn your lesson?, haven't you had enough of those silly acts and expectations of yours?, when will be the time that you will care more for yourself?, rather than dedicating yourself in thinking others. Isn't it that
you have done your part and there's nothing that you can do to change the way things will go through.