I don't think that being eager to find the perfect one is to compromise all of what you are and all of what you can be. But even how rationale you think and how weird might it sound, you just can't stop doing it again and again.
Maybe because wrong is sometimes right? Maybe because we see what
we must not see?
Life is really unpredictable and odd, but what is important is that we follow how it goes, whether it might be
good or bad.
Well, that's the weird fact of life! We just need to accept it and see what happens next...