Weird???

I don't think that being eager to find the perfect one is to compromise all of what you are and all of what you can be. But even how rationale you think and how weird might it sound, you just can't stop doing it again and again.


Maybe because wrong is sometimes right? Maybe because we see what
we must not see?

Life is really unpredictable and odd, but what is important is that we follow how it goes, whether it might be

good or bad.

Well, that's the weird fact of life! We just need to accept it and see what happens next...

You are mine?

You are mine, a simple call to someone you want to hurt.

You are mine, a simple sentence you want to say to a moron.

You are mine, a simple term of endearment to fool the stupid person.

You are mine, just a simple, a very simple phrase, to hid your true cruel intention to someone.

Hell! You are mine!!!

Is right sometimes or always wrong?

Sometimes it's better to be with what you know is right than to be with what you know is happy but wrong.

Let's face the fact that the world is full of odds. We are not allowed to choose what we want, rather we must only direct ourselves of what is needed. Silly as it may sound, but that's the way the world goes around. It only ratifies the true meaning of the word unselfishness, where to make others happy is to make them feel comfortable. To let them have the peacefulness that they want to feel. To let them have what they really wants. And to let them be to what they know is best.

Let's face it, we cannot have the perfect life that we premeditated and prognosticated. We either choose in between or be left nowhere. Just one of the realities of life...

What we really want?

Sometimes I wonder if I really want to be like this or to be like that. Sometimes I wonder whether am I beginning to be foolish or just too kind. Sometimes I wonder if am I still me or am I already pretending to be another person.

I often come to a situation of wanting to have something, wanting to be somewhere, and wanting to have someone. And for these cases, I ended up being too immature, being too possessive, and being not too clever or simply being too dumb in my decisions and actions.

We live in the world of possibilities. Possibilities where we could buy, we could own, and we could have someone that we want. But for most instances, we forget to think before we act, we forget to sleep before we dream, we forget to think about ourselves first before others, and we forget to see that what we are doing is already insanity.

Maybe it's human nature. Maybe it's who we really are. Maybe it's just a manifestation of our desperation and  too impossible imagination of what we want.

We may not be at our right selves sometimes, but we are happy for it, though the happiness is just too abrupt like a simple blink of an eye. So before we lose track of who we really are and before we lose the wisdom that is lying within us; We must be a sentinel of the results of the things that we want, We must be a good Samaritan to thy selves, and We must be awake and alert of the what is really going on...