You Only Live Once (YOLO)

I just woke up from a very long fantasy or you may call it insanity. My entire life, I never stopped searching for the one that I'll truly love and who'll do the same for me. I guess when reality bit you, you suddenly get back to your sane state of  mind.

I've wasted so much time finding the right person. On that period of time, I was rejected and got my heart pierced and even stabbed multiple times. It's time to set that lunatic part of me aside and focus more on myself and on my career.

As they say, life is too short. We should live it to the fullest. If not meant for you then move on. There are so much things in life that we can appreciate. We just need to unravel and make the best out of them.

We only live once, so we better spend it to the things that will make us happy and will make our life not miserable but more meaningful.

Hiding or just Saving???

I just wished that those people who are hiding something just to not create an argument, will realize that the outcome  is not what they though it will.

You may wonder why am I saying this? Well, it's because I ended up with the said situation. I am a fan of less talk, less mistakes, but, Is this thing holds true in a relationship perse? I don't think so.

"This is just a matter of experience over what we always know."

We know that this thing won't happen because we know. But what if indeed this won't happen, but we already experienced such same thing?

Let's keep it simple, in reality we have faith on what see and not on what we hear...

Weird???

I don't think that being eager to find the perfect one is to compromise all of what you are and all of what you can be. But even how rationale you think and how weird might it sound, you just can't stop doing it again and again.


Maybe because wrong is sometimes right? Maybe because we see what
we must not see?

Life is really unpredictable and odd, but what is important is that we follow how it goes, whether it might be

good or bad.

Well, that's the weird fact of life! We just need to accept it and see what happens next...

You are mine?

You are mine, a simple call to someone you want to hurt.

You are mine, a simple sentence you want to say to a moron.

You are mine, a simple term of endearment to fool the stupid person.

You are mine, just a simple, a very simple phrase, to hid your true cruel intention to someone.

Hell! You are mine!!!

Is right sometimes or always wrong?

Sometimes it's better to be with what you know is right than to be with what you know is happy but wrong.

Let's face the fact that the world is full of odds. We are not allowed to choose what we want, rather we must only direct ourselves of what is needed. Silly as it may sound, but that's the way the world goes around. It only ratifies the true meaning of the word unselfishness, where to make others happy is to make them feel comfortable. To let them have the peacefulness that they want to feel. To let them have what they really wants. And to let them be to what they know is best.

Let's face it, we cannot have the perfect life that we premeditated and prognosticated. We either choose in between or be left nowhere. Just one of the realities of life...

What we really want?

Sometimes I wonder if I really want to be like this or to be like that. Sometimes I wonder whether am I beginning to be foolish or just too kind. Sometimes I wonder if am I still me or am I already pretending to be another person.

I often come to a situation of wanting to have something, wanting to be somewhere, and wanting to have someone. And for these cases, I ended up being too immature, being too possessive, and being not too clever or simply being too dumb in my decisions and actions.

We live in the world of possibilities. Possibilities where we could buy, we could own, and we could have someone that we want. But for most instances, we forget to think before we act, we forget to sleep before we dream, we forget to think about ourselves first before others, and we forget to see that what we are doing is already insanity.

Maybe it's human nature. Maybe it's who we really are. Maybe it's just a manifestation of our desperation and  too impossible imagination of what we want.

We may not be at our right selves sometimes, but we are happy for it, though the happiness is just too abrupt like a simple blink of an eye. So before we lose track of who we really are and before we lose the wisdom that is lying within us; We must be a sentinel of the results of the things that we want, We must be a good Samaritan to thy selves, and We must be awake and alert of the what is really going on...

Am I Ready?

Am I ready to come back to the place I have been longing for?
Am I ready to return to the place of my comfort?
Am I ready to go back where I used to be?
Am I ready?

Simple you may say, but the truth is, it's not that easy.

Think first of the pros and cons of the decisions you make.
Consider the opportunity cost a specific action may lead to.
Contemplate on the end results of it for both short term and long term events.

But at the end of the day, still, one and only thing really matters, "Will you forever be happy and 100% be fully contented?"

I Just Wished...

Sometimes I wished I was silent.
Silent to not make any mistakes.
Silent to not get overwhelmed and not spoil the placidity of the moment.

Sometimes I wished I didn't had that so much humor.
Humor to not be marked as boisterous.
Humor to not create the wrong impression that I'm over reacting.

But I always wished that I am both all the time.

All the time to express who I really am.
All the time to establish the perfect momentum.
All the time to not ruin expectations and assumptions.
All the time to be so much me and be very happy.

I just wished...

Introducing the new "ME"

Everyday in our life, we see different kinds of people, different norms on places that we see and found, different cultures where we are bound to adhere with.

We are used to the maxim: "When In Rome, Do What The Romans Do". Learn to adjust to your new abode and accept and do their practices and culture, or simply be like them. But, do you know that there is more to that saying than the usual thinking?

When we adjust, we just don't simply say or act what they do, we don't just fair ourselves to them, if we can, we supersede them! We excel! We outwit them!!!

Just because you're a neophyte doesn't mean that you'll be an outcast and be outplayed by them. You change yourself! Changing for the better or even changing for the best!

Be strong and be idealistic. You act what they will plan in the future. You say what will they think in the near time. You initiate first the idea what all will follow sooner or later.

You Speak! You Act! You Lead!!!

Where Am I?

I don't know why am I here?, what is my purpose of living in this place?, could it be because out of my curiosity?, or could it be because of me being to ambitious?

I still don't know why. But maybe, one day, it will just pop out of my mind and then I will understand.

Life is just a matter of what we choose. We learn to accept the way things are going as this is the risk that we took to begin with. What is happening are the pros and cons of our decision.

We might look back someday in two ways, the first is remorse, and the other one is fulfillment.

We can't really prognosticate what lies ahead. What is beneath the gloomy cloud and what is in line after the promising rainbow. What we only have is hope. Hope to be happy, Hope to be successful, and Hope that we did the right decision...